rambles, poems, braindroppings, and stories

now that it's all over you feel the sadness you once created. there were many opportunities to make her feel better but you chose popularity and glory. maybe it would have failed in the end, but that's no excuse. and the worst of all is she'll probably never know how sorry you are.

i want to read a book that never ends, it is so sad to finish a good book, but then you start another book and it's addictive, you forget about the sadness.

i got wrongfully arrested when i was 18 on saint patrick's day

dont you want the glory of fighting a battle that cant be won? succeeding for a moment just to get back at your enemies. who cares about your philosophy? everything is gonna turn to dirt you might as well let the fire burn. so much hypocrisy. i wanna feel the ultimate emotions and reassure my doubts, because living in fear is no way to live. victory without repercussions is my dream.

never thought i'd say it, but I miss going to school, no not college, i miss high school, junior high, and middle school. i remember hating getting up early and having to take that yellow school bus everyday, yet today i look back at those memories and they feel warm and full of excitement. playing some wall-ball at recess or indoor soccer in gym, and messing around with your friends at lunch time, they were the good times.