rambles, poems, braindroppings, and stories

seriously some people are paranoid as fuck! im tired of people who are quick in the mind but have such narrow sight. although i dont get pissed at most of the fucked up shit i see everyday, it's the small malicious actions which reflect that they do not care about other people's feelings that gets me mad.

i am underemployed working a part-time job parking rich people's cars and yet i am satisfied at this moment. although i have a lot of college debt i do not make enough money to pay if off and therefore the federal government cannot bill me until i make more money. stalling out a porsh is the only worry on my mind these days, life is good. it's weird how life can change in little time.

i cant remember the last time i cried it's probably been over ten years since i have cried. crying isnt exactly what people enjoy doing but i feel like not crying for as long as i have is unnatural, or at least weird.