i have a childhood nightmare of being unable to run fast, i get going, but can't accelerate to my top speed. it's as if i choose to not run as fast as i can. a typical conflict between mind and body, isn't this the case in many instances, we can't Force ourselves to do what we actually want. ... it's almost the end of the year, time to start facing your problems head first and then you can ignore them for the rest of the year and maybe add some new ones to the collection. Oh Time- whenever i figure out a problem and im happy im like "what's next"? there's always more problems. i can usually foresee my problems, but how can i measure which ones are more important? in the end, i have to choose. (it's kinda like voting for president, later you will regret your choice no matter what)