rambles, poems, braindroppings, and stories

cleaning the dishes, scrubbing the floor, doing the trash, painting, dusting, cooking and buying food for the family, vacuuming and sweeping the floor, cleaning the yard. these are all the daily chores that need to be done all the time, there is so no glory for this work nor is it fun to complete them.

why do i want to hurt her so? it is as if i do exactly what she doesnt want me to do. i think of the stupidest and worst action, and i do it without regret. afterwards i feel sad, i feel sad because i miss her so and i want to see her again, but she doesnt want to see me anymore.