Everything gets blurred, what I thought was right changed because of her. It hasn't been much time but I have fallen for her. Maybe she is stronger than me or maybe I have more trust. It hurts when there is confusion but it isn't a concern of mine. I know the challenges of life because I have felt the wickedness of being unlucky in the past. Today is a new day and I want everything to be all right, I know this is an illusion at times but who cares? I think some people get jealous and don't want us to fly away because they don't feel the same way. I cant change the world but I can change my own life and for me that is enough forever...
I don't think that I am immature at all. Sometimes I put a cover to hide my true feelings. I just want you to realize the pain and work I have put into this relationship of ours. You have given me so much, someone to talk about my problems with and someone to challenge my beliefs. To me this is important, I like that you are complex. I just want you to say what you are thinking at times because right now our time is so little and it is precious like water in a desert, I treasure our time together.
Right now I feel sad because you never told me these concerns before, it's like you are trying to look for excuses to not be in a relationship with me. If you don't want something with me please tell me, because this a lie. I cannot see without you telling me. I am blind to some things, please help me. I can write about this forever but I will stop here. Thanks.
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